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I CAN'T STAY AWAY FROM YOU
I CAN'T STAY NEXT TO YOU

Photo Courtesy of Asma Haddad

Why does it sound so irrelevant, yet it's very true ? 

It's like you're on a boat, in the middle of the North Pacific Ocean, and you don't know whether you go to Japan, or the US. Two very different countries, different cultures, deferent language, so many different things. * takes a breathe * But in the end you will choose the place were you will find peace of your mind, and heart.

The same thing goes with any word that end with -ship. Friendship, relationship, for me those two are the hardest things to maintain. I really think about it so much before giving it a thing or two, I just can't leave it alone. My heart just starts getting cold, and my mind starts detesting the person. It's a very love, hate type of issue. But, the thing is I don't think that there's anything wrong with me, this is just how we as human function.

Humans tend to always loose interest in things, and in others after some quite time. Those who still maintain their love, and interest in others are the ones who are at wrong. I till now cannot understand how can two people get married, and say till death do us apart. Umm like excuse me, you want me to understand that I will remain like a prisoner just with one person ? *pfft*
How boring is that? Yes, it's very obvious I'm a woman with no commitment, a cold-hearted, and I believe I'm somehow asexual.

There's always that inner thing that tells you not to let go, but deep inside of me I just say * don't act like you care *. Exactly I don't.

In the end, just like a book, it's going to be filled again with words about your previous -ships. ANother life experience, for me it's better off to leave first.