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ANGRY

​ANGRY 
I am angry I am very angry I am angry at you at society and mostly at myself and if you want to know the Reason why it may take time but I will say few words that may help you understand.
I am sorry that I am angry at you but I can’t help it I can’t help it but  be angry at myself for being angry at you maybe cause I am angry at myself I am angry for been me  for not keeping my Promises 
I couldn’t keep my first  promise ever to my mother that I will be one day the president of the world or for breaking my promise to my love that I will always love her or the one that I told my best friend that we will always be best friends “God have mersy on your soul” and I remember giving a promise to pure soul that one day we will meet again I am sorry “A” I don’t think I can keep this one either and the most thing I am angry about is the society I am angry cause I can’t adapt with my surrounding and that I can’t change my color I am angry at the looks from their eyes toward me and the way they behave next to me  like I am kind of black cheep and  that I am cursed and if they got close to me they will get cursed the same and I am angry that I can’t blame them I choose this life I choose to be me and I am angry that I did 
Did you know that I am angry at the sun I am causing the day my brother died he was up in the sky and it was so bright more than ever been in my life I hated sunshine since that day.
What else I am angry about?? Oh yes I am angry that I was a soldier and that I hold the weapon and thought that I am fighting for something I am angry that I have been used like chess piece and then thrown away and also angry that I couldn’t be a good soldier and couldn’t protect anything or anyone I couldn’t protect my country my family or my friends I watched all burn and did not move.
Maybe now u have Idea why I am that angry and PS ”I am angry for writing this words”


By: Anonymous.

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