the change was hard
but it's in our blood
to adapt.

Every day I say to myself that today is the day that am gonna change, or start with something. Despite that procrastinate is a serious issue.
Wasting our time on meaningless things is what our parents will yell at us with, but maybe to us, it means a lot.

Recently I moved back to Jeddah because in case you’re wondering, yes I did graduate from Uni with a B.A in Visual Arts & Visual Communication Design.
A lot of you have asked me why I’m not blogging or why I didn’t blog enough on my last semester.

Well to be honest with all of you, I keep going on and off in social media, but my notebook was always in my hand. The big one at home, while the small one was always with me.
I wrote many and plenty, but the whole processes of sitting behind a laptop screen and typing is hectic. This is why I somehow started to go to short poems that I share on my twitter. I’m not gonna share what happened last semester in this blog, but by the time I’m gonna share all that I wrote, and by the way I sometimes publish on my blog without making any announcements.

Seeing that I’ve been off social media or even off everything, all that I’m doing is watching TV Shows, but mostly Anime's, to the point I’m currently rewatching Naruto for the 4th time.

The way this show is written, the way it’s projected. Everything about Naruto is just amazing and you can never get bored of it. Boruto can never reach its level, and no don’t try to fight me about that.

Anyways for now you can say this is a little bit of an update about me.

P.S what’s your favorite anime?
Share in the comments.

in the memory off the beauty 
that lies within the chaos

the city that taught me a lot 

how to be hard and harsh 
how to be sweet and nice

sweeping within the negativity
and denying the positivity 

four years of war within yourself 

iam finally raising the white flag

iam leaving a part of my brain
and my heart,

Famagusta iam finally saying my
goodbyes, and all I can say 
is I love you full heartedly 

as iam sitting at gloria 
the place where I almost 
lived there

the novels that where written 
here

the poetry that people thought of
sipping their coffees 

boys watching the girls,
while they slayed their looks
with confidence (that i wish i had)

each person had a
different background 
from the others

while they all had still 
laughed at stupid 
jokes

to be honest this time 
is the hardest time 
of my entire life.