DETERMINATION IS NOT A WORD TO BE SAID OR DONE EASILY.

YET, THE MOMENT YOU WILL SEE YOUR RESULTS ARE PAYING OFF. IS THE REAL MOMENT THAT YOU WILL ENJOY FOR LIFE.

WORKING AND ACHIEVING RESULTS, IS WHAT AM CURRENTLY AIMING FOR.

AND WHEN I SAID CURRENTLY, WHAT I MEAN IS THAT IAM THE TYPE OF PERSON THAT HAVE SHORT-TERM GOALS(we will talk about that later on).

SOME OF US GET REALLY DETERMINED THE MOMENT THEY SMELL COFFEE*gasps*, WHILE OTHERS I BELIEVE NEED OTHERS TO PUSH THEM FORWARD.

" Years of hard work, discipline, and determination will make you an overnight success " -David Castillo 

I WILL SHARE A VERY RECENT LIFE EXPERIENCE, THAT HAPPENED LAST SEMESTER.

After I finished my second semester, and my results came out. I realized how much my grades dropped unconditionally, and I went into that stage were I was so in shock. But, I didn't go into depression( although I did slightly ), I went into that determination stage were the only thing I had in my mind was gaining that Honor Status " Dean's List ".
Last semester was the payback for my second, and that's what exactly I've done. I worked my ass off ( excuse the language ) to gain it, and thank GOD, I did. Hamdulilah 

THAT WAS A SHORT EXAMPLE OF SO MANY.

THE QUESTIONS THAT YOU SHOULD ASK YOURSELF.

• Are you determined enough ?
• Are the people around you helping you up ? or are they pushing you down?
• Are you giving it your all ? ( time e.g) 

DETERMINATION IS BOTH A MENTAL, AND PHYSICAL STATUS.

IN THE END, BE DETERMINED.
IF YOU AREN'T, THEN try.

​Asma

Why does it sound so irrelevant, yet it's very true ? 

It's like you're on a boat, in the middle of the North Pacific Ocean, and you don't know whether you go to Japan, or the US. Two very different countries, different cultures, deferent language, so many different things. * takes a breathe * But in the end you will choose the place were you will find peace of your mind, and heart.

The same thing goes with any word that end with -ship. Friendship, relationship, for me those two are the hardest things to maintain. I really think about it so much before giving it a thing or two, I just can't leave it alone. My heart just starts getting cold, and my mind starts detesting the person. It's a very love, hate type of issue. But, the thing is I don't think that there's anything wrong with me, this is just how we as human function.

Humans tend to always loose interest in things, and in others after some quite time. Those who still maintain their love, and interest in others are the ones who are at wrong. I till now cannot understand how can two people get married, and say till death do us apart. Umm like excuse me, you want me to understand that I will remain like a prisoner just with one person ? *pfft*
How boring is that? Yes, it's very obvious I'm a woman with no commitment, a cold-hearted, and I believe I'm somehow asexual.

There's always that inner thing that tells you not to let go, but deep inside of me I just say * don't act like you care *. Exactly I don't.

In the end, just like a book, it's going to be filled again with words about your previous -ships. ANother life experience, for me it's better off to leave first.

AS A BIG FAN OF THE FIFTY SHADES OF GREY TRILOGY, I COULDN'T FIND A BETTER TITLE WHENEVER IT COMES TO " you ".

WHY DO WE ALWAYS FEAR TALKING ABOUT OURSELVES ?

Well considering the fact that there're many reasons, over here I will mention only a few.

Let us start by people will label you as a  " show-off ". Getting labeled as a show-off is not something that we want, unless you have an "ego" problems. Quite possible it's due to the lack of individualism in our society. It doesn't only stands at the point, it's also because people do not intend to listen, respect, and understand the person they are talking to.

WHY DO THEY NOT LISTEN?

Somehow, as days are passing by, the listening to another person as they are talking is decreasing by the minute. One of the things also it's due to them, fearing that you are better than them, and vice versa.

SHOULD YOU BE TALKING ABOUT YOURSELF IN THE FIRST PLACE ?

​Of course you should !!

Why you shouldn't because the society said so ? *cocks head to the right*

Just be yourself, and talk about who you are. Things you like, and things you don't. Your hobbies, your prefences of your ideal crush/lover/boyfriend/husband/etc. Share your opinion, share with the world who you are. If someone disagreed with who you are (slap them mentally :P), tell them thank you, yet I'm not changing who I am for you. Unless you will for me, I might try for you.

IS THEIR  A CERTAIN WAY TO TALK ABOUT MYSELF ?

Yes there is.

• Say it like a story, nothing is more beautiful than story-telling.
• Be strong, at the same time be vulnerable, but don't be pitiful. There's always an in-between these, just have it steady.
• If you don't want to really be labelled as a " show off ", well don't be obsessed with yourself. Trust me, you don't want to be labelled as an egoist, or even a narcist ( narcissim ).
• Tell jokes about yourself, sense of humor always lightens the atmosphere

THESE ARE FEW KEYS

Lastly, I would love to mention if someone knows you before your new audience, and he/she said that you've changed. Tell them, that's fifty shades of me, for you. (TBC)